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    My name's Sylvia, I'm a 24 year old girl from The Netherlands. I'm the proud mommy of a cute one year old little boy named Quinn. He was born september 12, 2007. I live together with Quinn, my lovely boyfriend Peter & two cats named Tiger and Smokey. I work in a healthclub and hope to someday finish my study to become a teacher. more?

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    Date up: October, 2008
    Version: Dream (you can do it)
    Credits: My cousin Petra <3

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    The Most Beautiful Flower

    The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read
    Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree.
    Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown,
    For the world was intent on dragging me down.
    And if that weren't enough to ruin my day,
    A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play.
    He stood right before me with his head tilted down
    And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!"
    In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight,
    With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light.
    Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play,
    I faked a small smile and then shifted away.
    But instead of retreating he sat next to my side
    And placed the flower to his nose
    And declared with overacted surprise,
    "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too.
    That's why I picked it; here, it's for you."
    The weed before me was dying or dead.
    Not vibrant of colors orange, yellow or red.
    But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave.
    So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need."
    But instead of him placing the flower in my hand,
    He held it mid-air without reason or plan.
    It was then that I noticed for the very first time
    That weed-toting boy could not see he was blind.
    I heard my voice quiver; tears shone in the sun
    As I thanked him for picking the very best one.
    You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play,
    Unaware of the impact he'd had on my day.
    I sat there and wondered how he managed to see
    A self-pitying woman beneath an old willow tree.
    How did he know of my self-indulged plight?
    Perhaps from his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight.
    Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see
    The problem was not with the world; the problem was me.
    And for all of those times I myself had been blind,
    I vowed to see the beauty in life,
    And appreciate every second that's mine.
    And then I held that wilted flower up to my nose
    And breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose
    And smiled as I watched that young boy,
    Another weed in his hand,
    About to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.


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